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afraid
to
for
love
afraid
to
die !
remember
the
world
full
of
idiots !
remember
the
world
is
full
of
idiots !
it's a close finish, but TED is a clear winner : o )
fred is just a bit insane to be clearly only a supreme wanker
anonymouse replies:
honestly andrew, those guys don't seem any more crazy than you do, just a lot more boring. and they are so sincere that they could be retarded. brad fixed his blog, like i fixed my german shepard.
you see you understand so little of what this is about that you don't understand that you really have to be completely crazy to talk with and see buddha !
see when i call fred insane it's cause he actually has some natural aptitude, unfortunately he has something wrong with his brain, but “many are called”
i think one of brad's problems is fact he is really not crazy enough !
anyway, he's left us here and moved on in his own direction, so i guess this “ last of the mohicans ” will fade.............
you guys are just so suburban, you just have no idea how extreme things get to “see buddha”
course you never do so you think all this shit you blather means something !
in the evening, bowing to all.
respecting others is my only duty--
hail to the never-despising bodhisattva.
in heaven and earth he stands alone.
a real monk
needs
only one thing--
a heart like
never-despising buddha.
never
bow
respecting
others?
those
a
r
s
e
h
o
l
e
s
!
!
!
s
q
u
a
s
h
a
bodishattva
before
breakfast
they
d
e
s
e
r
v
e
i
t !
if
he's
really
alone
a
real
monk
is
vapour . . .
i was actually thinking that society is some ways is more tolerant of "mild" drug use because it leaves less bodily physical signs
that as humans we are acutely sensitive to anything physically different in others for evolutionarily driven breeding fitness reasons
that actually the scarring is a reinforcing factor driving the continuation of cutting because of the necessity of secrecy and the fear of ostracism
so, in my view, the problem with cutting might be most helpfully viewed as the ongoing alienation in life that the scars induct and for young people, the scarring also will drive away the better quality potential partners
that is, the scars signal suicidalness and problems that warn against emotional entanglement
of course, the notion of a quality partner and oneself being a better quality partner might be new to some !
h
e
t
r
u
t
h !
think
i
would
know
what
i
was
doing
but
i
don't
think
i'd
know
what
i
was
doing
but
i
don't
ten useless fucking, less than more than 10 useless fucking words : o )
only
seems
real
because
of
a
lack
of
perception
of
what
it
is
an
image
of
bend
and
clouds
fill
the
sky
idle
questions
answered
and
so
do
i
; o )
did
they
die
were
they
born
the
funky
buddha
shatters
revealing
n o t h i n g
orchid
light
spews
everywhere
your parents
did
they
die
were
they
born
the
funky
buddha
shatters
revealing
n o t h i n g
the
human
dream
that
there
is
no
death
goes
so
far
comparatively
where
one
never
went
before
the savior must have been
a docile gentleman --
to come so far so cold a day
for little fellowmen __
the road to bethlehem
since he and i were boys
was leveled, but for that ’twould be
a rugged billion miles ____
my comments :
she just means saviour as synonym for infinity
well being infinity of course it's all things including falsity, but it also is/can be gentle
well why should she write that, she had a lot of trouble with her eyes through her life and died of kidney disease
and was autistic
there are spaces of infinity we can enter that are gentle
benign for a while, but not forever
the compendium supps and hrt and
blood donation are benign spaces
bit fragile of course
another version with “night” replacing “day” which she sent to the family of her niece and nephew as remembered by her niece martha dickenson bianci
“ here is one she sent us at Christmastime, with one of her beautifully iced cakes ”
to understand this you have to have a very different brain
and a traumatized life with a strong inclination to make sense of it all
unexpectedly this is not the usual human lot ! ; o )
eileen asks
isn't that saying it's unreal?
my reply
well not so much that as an illusion, a facsimile
sort of
it's not without reality
tho we tend to trample over that part
eileen asks
facsimile of what ?
my
reply
infinity
love
an
illusion
are one's
children
parents
family
an
illusion?
gregory schopen
a quote by schopen's grandfather
“ don't pay too much attention to what people say, but watch what they do ”
r u vaccine damaged brad ?
what is that telling you
is
it
telling me?
r u vaccine damaged brad ?
what is that telling you
what
is
it
telling me?
get
depressed
about
myself
my
situation
others
the
future
and
the
past
not
much
more
to
be
depressed
by
is
there ?
get
depressed
about
myself
my
situation
the
future
and
the
past
not
much
more
to
be
depressed
by
is
there ?
get
depressed
about
myself
my
situation
others
the
future
and
the
past
not
much
more
to
be
depressed
by
is
there ?
i
get
depressed
about
myself
my
situation
the
future
and
the
past
not
much
more
to
be
depressed
by
is
there ?
there's
greatness
and
smallness
like james if you view him as becoming demented or not
he makes sense from one perspective and not the other
always when i post (ed. blogs, message boards) it's to sort out myself
i don't watch horror movies, mainly because they make me afraid of the dark which is not helpful to spending time outside at night
but that one has always made a big impact on me
it's very hard to understand what happens in the spiritual scene, endless repetition of clichés like they are doing something and it seems to make more sense in terms of the living dead and zombies
huh, i though that picture had something to do with computers and tv : o )
it's really good and has commercial potential imo
that picture is creative and the spiritual scene is the antithesis of creativity !
ed. suzanne foxton writes about her picture
hi andrew, yes it's my work, although not a painting, I took a picture of my front room window from where I sit at my computer and photoshopped the living bejesus out of it
( blog post by brian kellet author of “blood sweat and tea” june, 2012 )
“ I like the police, I like police blogs and I've worked with them a lot. They, like the NHS, are being stuffed over by the government - numbers cut, pensions stolen, creeping privatisation. I know that there are a few knobs let's face it there are knobs in any workforce. As I said to a student nurse this week, 'It's easy to be a shit nurse, and you won't get fired for being a shit nurse, only for being a criminally shit nurse, but do you really want to be a shit nurse?'. the same goes for the police, doctors, teachers and street cleaners.
Sadly a lot of people concentrate on the shit ones. Like a lot of (ex?)bloggers I like to redress the balance occasionally.
I was at work and was asked for some advice - six officers had brought in a patient who, in the grip of their mental illness, had waved a knife around and then, as the police arrived had slashed his own neck. The police officers, without the chance to put on gloves, splash googles, etc, had then rushed him to disarm him and stop him from killing himself. It turns out that the patient had some nasty blood-borne diseases and the officer wanted to know if they were at risk. Especially as one of the other officers had open wounds from a previous arrest.
These men and women had put themselves at considerable risk in order to stop someone killing themselves. Heroes the lot of them - but I doubt they'll be on the front page of the papers.
But you watch the government attack the police as they prepare to privatise them. ”
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selfless is a sucker, they should have let that guy kill himself and who is to say he was wrong?
life is not always worth living and obviously he had his own views on that
heroes or idiots?
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my later reply
yeah, people who are not exposed to these risks are all for others taking them !
those officers will have learnt i am sure and not take that risk again !
had that officer contracted a blood borne disease what would have happened to him?
biffed out of the police force for sure with minimal compensation !
imv brian kellet's health has been damaged and continues to be damaged by constant working with infectious
people
it's not the fifties, there are a huge amount of contagious viruses and illnesses with any number of drug addicts and alcoholics and people just plain careless and stupid about health and diet, only a fuckwit exposes themselves to what is a real danger with these people !
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and yet later reply : o )
the risk reward is all wrong and if these people are doing something worthwhile why don't they get paid conmensurate with the risk ?
when they pay the navvies in the health and police system like they pay doctors then there might be something to it !
really you people who are so for the lower ranks of the police force and health system taking these risks are the ones who also object to them being paid commensurate with risk, i.e. at doctor pay levels!
i
said
S
U
C
K
E
R
S
and
i
mean
s
u
c
k
e
r
s
yeah well except you can hold the pennies and the pounds sneak away
the only honest movie about the “spiritual” scene : o )
longgone , stages of what going to where?
questions answer more than flat out statements, you don't seem to have any, only certainty about how you think things are!
why not take a small mirror and smash it, could be a good experience ;o)
questions answer more than flat out statements
washes
out
sluicing
the
remnants
of
me !
even karl renz makes the advaita mistake which is a sort of “allah wills” fatalism
eileen asks
but y do we ponder on the stars or is that an accidental side effect of more brains
my reply
nah we need infinity to make life work
eileen asks
do insects?
wonder about the stars
my
reply:
insects are more strictly machines, i think human and similar large brains like marine mammals and elephants do wonder
like
a
quiet
thread (ed. hczb)
a
yellow
moon
rising
over
a
still
sea
it's the best explanation of reality
once you understand about it you function much more effectively
i can talk about stupidity in others because i know it so well in myself
is
leavened
with
some
intelligence
is
leavened
with
some
intelligence
that is all you are doing and don't fool yourself that it is otherwise and that anything can be even of a small benefit compared to the “ straightening out your own thinking ” !
it's taken me years and years to see, but all you are doing on blogs and blog comments and message boards is straightening out your own thinking
“ the restlessness seems to be impatience with teacher/seekers at some "earlier stage" that are presenting themselves in an annoying fashion at nonduality meetings as further along than they are, suffering from delusions of grandeur, or as egoless when ego is evident. ”
do you need a translator ?
in english : o )
“ non-duality is full of phonies both at the teacher and student level ”
well i can tell you zen is just the same
in christianity at least there i some real world focus on actually doing what you say, tho how helpful it is to implement the insane i can't say ;o)
it's all a big trap except for the occasional glints of diamond sparkle that come through : o )
but basically it's a scene of contagious ill health and poverty, it's pathetic to see people coming up and dropping kopeks into a tin can at karl renz's recent russian talks
most people take their purpose in life to be self gratification and their function as breeding machines regardless of how disguised this appears !
most people take their purpose in life to be self-gratification and their function as breeding machines
well brad warner is moderating me now and hasn't passed the following post
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your comment is awaiting moderation. (yeah, forever on the new hczb)
lol comments by the sane
now for the mad ; o )
a good interview with shunryu suzuki, he really has a different view, perhaps some of the bullshit artists on this blog (ed. hcz) can see where they are going wrong by comparison
not flowery, flakey or ornate but a practical discursion of his life yet all most all the commenters here on hcz do nothing put spew forth specious bullshit and totally conceal any aspect of who they are or how they live
what is brad warners appeal? he is not afraid to be himself and write about it, but commenters here take the opposite tack, but being a hermit crab won't save you from the mantis shrimp !
brad may come across as weak but one thing i have learnt about him is he can tolerate levels of criticism that would fell a a platoon of marines and that's not weak !
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rather pathetic really, all the phonies can wank forever on the new blog, but you delete the posts of most substance !
there's only poor health and bankruptcy in that lot brad, you'll never learn!
hopefully i will ;o )
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well, it's the passing of an era i guess, brad is selling out to gain (he thinks), health insurance and an income with stupid wankers who will support him in return for not having their or his feathers ruffled
i'm not against selling out, but if you are going to do it, you might as well get a decent price..............
not dependent on these tight fisted morons !
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brad's big problem
“ i don’t eat hamburgers. but i eat a lot of veggie burgers and will miss the salad boy at swenson’s drive-in ”
if you don't feed the brain it won't work, no wonder your posting is getting more stupid by the week !
major schizophrenic i think !
so much for mental stability
now this study says
“ habitually sleeping less than six hours a night significantly increases the risk of stroke symptoms among middle-age to older adults who are of normal weight and at low risk for obstructive sleep apnea (OSA), according to a study of 5,666 people followed for up to three years ”
now there's a fair bunch of people on this board who fit into that group, and really i would suggest that zazen is going to raise their risk of stroke!
if only all strokes were fatal and not the induction of a horrible half life of paralysis
buddy, if zazen actually does something beside make you a mental cripple, why can't you actually say something rather than misthrow tomatoes
"by their works ye shall know them"
piss poor prose ain't a work !
criticism is actually much more effective if you actually criticise something that is said rather than floundering around in generalities!
you take something that is said and state your reasons why you think it is wrong
you
actually
have
to
think
know.............
you are just among the many thousands i have "deregistered" as incompetent and that i am afraid is your fate : o )
dogen and the sixth patriarch are my peers, i am that in fact so what do i care for the need to sign oneself as master, wear robes or any of that waste of time crap
what dogen refers to when he says pitiful he means you, all these years of attention to what? "wanking zen" ; o )
dave of “samsara”
i appreciate your taking thirty seconds to rattle off an opinion that you are “pretty sure” of
i mean it’s not like you have actually read any of these works (ed. sa’di “the rose garden”, sufi and christian mystics) is it?
when in doubt reach for the cliches and you have excelled here, taking a word like solitude which previously i had understood to mean being alone and giving it some new “high wank” spiritual import
it's so wonderful to be among so many talented people in their own eyes that have so little experience of life that they are confident that you can address any subject in a satisfactory manner without doing any work
“ i can't understand what needs to be processed myself, but my brain can ”
something that needs to happen to me to keep me sane
eileen asks:
how does mental exhaustion keep u sane
my
reply
i come to the end of myself
allow things to be different from what you think will happen : o )
in sorting out problems or blindnesses we need to get things so clear we can't deny and that's what it takes !
in sorting out problems or blindnesses we need to get things so clear we can't deny and that's what it takes for alot of stuff !
it's all a bitter joke (ed. eileen prunster)
eileen prunster comments
it's all a bitter joke
my reply
yeah that's what life is, how else do you think it could be? you are expecting some illusion to be?
well, that's the insight of life, we are all fools and no matter what we do we're fools !
the whole retreat question is very interesting, i am starting to appreciate that you all have family commitments etc. and really only have ever had a limited exposure to solitude
even going for a walk i bet you have to take the dog!
now, come on, be real !
i think sitting is used as some sort of facsimile for solitude, but it's not and actually seems to have worked in a contrary way, digging deeper ruts in ill thought out concepts and entraining certain maladaptive ways
if the sun shines out of dogen's arse (it doesn't imo, but you lot take it that way) then as a celibate monk with limited personal attachments he was in quite a different space to yours (plus the TB of course : o ) !
where you and buddhism (and i include brad warner) have gone appallingly wrong is you don't read around enough and there is no attempt to include what is called 'wisdom literature" like the wisdom of jesus son of sirach and sa'di's "the rose garden"
which is basically smarts or some coherent overall philosophic view about life and since you lot are so short on solitude (following the fictitious remedy of zazen) you are actually missing out on the part that is really accessible to you so you end up like crippled pigs blathering on about this and that in a truely waste of time way !
don't
think
a
woman
can
look
at
a
man
except
ask
herself
makes you realise the inadequacy of orchestral players
young virtuoso
!
in commemoration of the demise of unfettered "anonymizing"
(ed. with the demise of the hardcore zen blog on blogger.com)
but they are just mice that run from cage to cage as each new door is opened for them
luka rocco magnotta
val notre-dame abbey
one gets a sense of wasted lives and insane living going through this slide show
human
species
is
not
the
way
it
is
because
of
men
it's
the
way
it
is
because
of
women
provisioned
females
in
constant
need
of
“ i have lived for so many years and think i have apretty good handle on life : o ) ”
cynicism is a healthy development as one grows older btw!
think
the
problem
with
voynich
is
it
is
dependent
on
infinity
for
it's
heft : o )
what you and i write is actually the looking so there's no-one to look anywhere from! ”
( ed. the above quote from )
esther writes:
i find this a little confusing if the looking itself is "you" how can there be no one to look anywhere from if u dont mind explaining
my reply:
it's hard to explain
esther says
it's a tricky subject to discuss isn't it
sorta gets one tangled
and language can really trip up
my reply:
its more like that space where theres no-one
esther says
yeah it is isnt it
i'll never understand this stuff
my reply:
just the looking
esther says
all sounds voyenich to me
my reply:
!: o )
esther says
well we are here we exist
my reply:
do we?
esther says
i cannot get my head around this idea we don't exist
yes
maybe not as we see ourselves but we are a life form r we not?
my reply:
what is exist?
esther says
a physical presence?
a living body
my reply:
yeah we are a life form, but form the point of view being concious what r we?
esther says
not wot we think but that we are
i dont know
honestly
a breeding species that thinks
?
Lol
my reply:
i think one comes to see that explanations are always open ended and limited
esther says
i get so confused and cross with myself cos i get confused
my reply:
poetry does better
esther says
when trying to talk or think about it
ok
my reply:
yeah that's cause you are starting to cut back into what you are
esther says
yes i agree explanations are open and limited
my reply:
see when you ask what you are , that's you asking and you starts to disappear!
esther says
i think words don't do justice to thought often they limit
my reply:
i think good poems can cut it so to speak
esther says
and blind and confuse what seems clear in the head often doesnt turn into anything that can explain well
yeah i agree
my reply:
"do i exist" is infinitely recursive
esther says
i can never explain my thoughts well
my reply:
the self that is said to exist questions that it exists !
esther says
oh
not sure i do
question it
i ask y i suppose i ask wot too sometimes
not a lot tho
my reply:
well that's questioning it
esther says
ok i guess it is
my reply:
it's the question asking the question
esther says
ok
think i understand that Lol
thanx
my reply:
so the sense of you that might get an answer itself starts to go
esther says
how?
u mean averts from it deliberately?
my reply:
no, its actually undercut
the sense of you is founded in the certainty it exists
esther says
ok
well i do
i'm alive
can be not alive
isn't that existing
in the physical
u think u dont exist?
altho i'm not sure we mean the same thing by that
my reply:
when you write a poem is that simply existing in the physical or is there more
esther says
if u dont think u exist why do u put so much into wanting others to accept what "u" r cos u do
i don't know
to b honest
wot do u think?
my reply:
we are a mix of existance and non-existance
esther says
ok
wot's the non existance?
my reply:
well that's the interesting thing, like being at the mouth of king river or writing apoem that flows of its own accord..............
or ocean beach and the views of the mountains north
esther says
well i agree the flow of a poem that beams in like it's not me but the rest i don't understand i think cos we were there at king river if we didn't exist how could we appreciate and think about the views
my reply:
ok, this is the really important part
esther says
u mean when u just stand with no thoughts and just be?
my reply:
in theory god , non existance whatever is removed from us
esther says
if that makes sense i mean were not thinking just breathing?
my reply:
however at time we are in identity with non-existance
special moments
esther says
ok
think i sorta understand
u mean when we are not thinking about what "we" are were non existing
only in concious thought do "we" exist?
unconcious thought is non existance as we perceive ourselves to "be" as a person
i mean it's only when we project onto ourselves that we "become" i
i am this or i am that
self perception?
sorry maybe u can't explain in a way i can grasp
my reply:
no, it's those special moments where we feel we have been somewhere and come back and we don't really know where from but can sense the specialness of it
esther says
ah ok thanx understand that
my reply:
like a sunset or early morning sunrise that completely absorbs us
esther says
thankyou
ok yes that makes sense
know what u mean now
thanx
my reply:
esther says
funny isn't it all the "gurus" are not saying that at all
my reply:
yeah it is isn't it
esther says
suppose u can't market that Lol
everyone would just say ok i dont need u after all
my reply:
i find people can't start to approach this cause they have to let go all thier phoney ideas
esther says
yes very true not something many can even think about thinking about Lol
“ imagine you are in your house and looking outside through a window. In a similar way, you are looking outside right now through the holes in your eyes. but where are you looking *from* ? ”
actually the retina is really part of the brain, so the looking itself is you !
what you and i write is actually the looking so there's no-one to look anywhere from!
you
are
i
am
in
touch
with
buddha
you avoid the notion of failure, but failure is the lense through which life is revealed in it's true forms!
and it's trance ”
reply:
same with mark foote, you are both trotting out the clichés !
if you are in contact with buddha, don't you think he can spare a few original thoughts!
guess what
can!
J U S T S A Y S O M E T H I N G Y O U U N D E R S T A N D I N Y O U R O W N W O R D S F R O M Y O U R O W N E X P E R I E N C E !
a quote from suzanne foxton's email to eileen about me, in response to eileen asking her what she thought of me !
try as you might, you really can't make sense of it, at the bottom its still essentially meaningless, the work of a self bamboozling master !
i could have written it myself, but i would be trying to put it in terms that the people i was replying too understood
i guess it's voynich
it's bullshit crafted with a bit of sense
that is bullshit dressed up as sense , done by an artist
that stuff is hard to pick up sometimes
this stuff is like a good art forgery, hard to penetrate
it doesn't say anything
its crafted to appear meaningful!
that's what voynich is, the big trap
skilled voynich can be hard to break
i think suzanne has been reading abit of my writings and has incorported some ideas of mine
which she has converted into voynich and very good voynich at that
it's like a great forgery
it's actually such good voynich only a true master could have done that
a very gender blurred person with a great female semantic pragmatic weakness
that's the whole problem with voynich, in the end it's rubbish
it's like someone partly taking a poem (ed. eileen) of yours and rewriting it
yeah she wants to bamboozle
studying zen is body and mind sloughed off. you get it only by just sitting; you don’t need to burn incense, make prostrations, recollect the buddha, practice repentence, or look at scripture. ”
now mark (ed. hczb commenter) if that's right and you go forward you're right
but if it's wrong and you go forward taking it as true then you are wrong !
as the only living person who has experienced direct transmission from the sixth patriarch i am telling you it's wrong
part of your wrongness is you think that is a crazy delusion and yet you take the crazy delusion at the beginning of this reply as true : o )
yeah, zazen giving joint issues and raising the risk of a stroke is enlightenment for sure!
in actual fact i suspect the chinese were never really into sitting and it's the japanese who were
i think that racially they have a lower cardiovascular risk profile, tho apparently that is changing now as their diet becomes more westernised
joint wise they may be more flexible and train from childhood to sit in those postures
but i don't think that people used to live that long hundreds of years ago and they worked hard physically every day
the combination of the above made for less cardiovascular risk
whereas we are a different race that seem to be genetically disposed to cardiovascular issues, certainly not as flexible and there is research showing in recent years cardiovascular health is way worse amongst the young
happy joint damage and future stroke !
a crazy golem schizophrenic ?
i don't know what i am, spending my days talking to golems, schizophrenics and crazies on the net?
a crazy golem schizophrenic?
your blog hasn't changed in tune since you started it, is it in fact some unyielding groundhog day?
the full sir henry neville quote is interesting
“ oh, my lord, when we left messina to fight the war, i looked at hero with the eyes of a soldier.
i liked what i saw, but my mind was so occupied with the rough, violent task ahead of me that there was no chance that like would turn into love.
but now that i’m back, the room in my head that i used to fill with war plans has become crowded with soft and delicate feelings.
they all lead me to the same thought—how beautiful young hero is and how I must have liked her even before I left to fight ”
now the war is over perhaps you have time to explore the more fruitfull and delicate aspects of what is about instead of repeating like some circular clock
typical
of
austitic
spectrum
to
wither
away
doing
what
we
think
is
necessary
ignoring
what
we
are
good
at!
how anyone can go through life doing half arsed translations when they have to talent to do really great ones if he'd just stop overwriting his own opinion over them all !
why not see your own craziness as i am sure you are only one step outside an institution !
being crazy is necessary from a zen point of view cause you can then step outside the boundaries but you stay in the wrong boundaries (self imposed knowledge you think you have about zen) and won't step out of the conventional zen advaita crap !
kobun was not enlightened by the way, just a better grasp than usual
mark, why are people who do zazen so narrow and rigid, they are uncultured slobs who can't hold a reasonable conversation that shows any real knowledge of the world!
why would anyone deliberately restrict the circulation below the knee like that, s o o o dangerous to the circulation? (ed. sitting full lotus!)
do you ever wonder about your own obvious limitedness?
extremes attract!
choice
is
such
a
farce !
a
comedy
and
tragedy
in
three
acts
with
blood
and
gore
everywhere !
choice
can
be
such
a
farce !
a
comedy
and
tragedy
in
three
acts
with
blood
and
gore
everywhere !
mate
choice
is
such
a
farce !
employment
you
piss
away
the
best
years
of
your
life
doing
something
completely
futile
because people who cannot consider that they are wrong A R E W R O N G
can't even start to negotiate it : o (
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an anonymous twit (ed. hardcore zen blog) replies :
hmmm... andrew are you sure you're right about this?
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my reply :
well you're saying that people who can't consider they are wrong are right?
surely the process of considering you're wrong is part of the process of being right?
strange as this idea will seem to you lot of black and white
terminal
shallowness! .............
hardcore
zen
blog
everyone
convinced
they
are
right
well
you
can
be
convinced
you
are
right
and
still
be
wrong !
not a bad photo btw, especially the larger size : o )
above quote by steve jobs on dying
my comment
it's an off switch, but it's not like you are gone, but everything is gone !
above quote by steve jobs on dying
my comment
it's an off switch, but it's not like you are gone, but everything is gone!
fred farts through his ears
women fart through their
tears !
fred farts through his ears !
human
cry !
the human cry
there's
not
some
stupider
woman
for
him !
there's not
some
stupider
woman
for
him !
well she's not a male and her interests might be quite pointed and different !
what was his income, did he smell right and was he too damaged as he sounds aspergerish/autistic !
it's the child not yet in the womb that always speaks !
two
voids
meeting
each
other
so i was thinking what happens when two women get together and of course it happens in life and wether there was an intrinsic instability there because of the huge tidal forces involved?
know
mitigates = reduces
and
militates
= forceable influence!
some
point
you
have
to
pull
in
your
horns
turn
back
to
what
is
more
real
and
productive
for
you
at some point you have to pull in your horns, and turn back to what is more real and productive for you : o )
